Danial

telacoustic .

2011-03-10T17:24:00.000+08:00

5A3' Love <3

Saaaap. :D Th pic above was taken earlier today at Sentosa. We went there fr our sch camp. Wow, our class was like, th best class according to team spirit and determination. We rock mans! Seriously. I love this class lols.

Did a few activities there such as Capture th flag, Water bombs, obstacle course, "twister" and also dog & bone. We had fun luh, that's th main thing. Wanna see more photos, feel free to drop by my Fb.

telacoustic ; pertaining to telaesthesia by sound.

whicker .

2011-03-09T17:32:00.000+08:00

Yoo wassup peepholes ! Ok as you can see above, its a model made by my group during th Motivational Workshop earlier today. This model is made up of plasticines -.- Ahaha its alright though.

So sch today was just a Motivational thingy - Exam Skills. Truthfully, I only learnt 30% of th skills taught/demonstrated. Mayb I wasn't paying attention. This talk was done by Coach Shiva and his assistant - Isabelle. They did well so in general I think it was my own fault fr nt giving my fullest attention to them. Its alright though. In fact, i believe half th class wasn't too!

We'll be gg to Sentosa tml fr our camp. Some bonding activities will be carried out there. I sure hope tml would be a fun day fr us. Hoping to take lots of pics! :D

whicker ; whinny, neigh.

scree .

2011-03-06T20:10:00.000+08:00

Went to Marina Bay Sands (MBS) today with Nur Syairah Suhaimi. Overall I think today went well, except fr th skating part. Ahaha trust me, it was just so hilarious. Its nt ice -.- If it were to be ice I think I would skate much much better. Oh well. Uploaded th pics i took today at my Fb acc. Do take a look aye?

So we met at Pasir Ris Inter at around 12pm, around there luh. We took th train to Promenade and walked through th helix bridge to MBS. We were lost fr some time there bt nvmind. We found our way at last. We ate lunch at Rasapura and trust me, th food is expensive fr a foodcourt -.- A freaking Nasi Padang costs me $8.40. -.- Siao kao. Bt nvmind, rezeki jangan lokek. (: Aft tht we went to skate -.- My feet hurts all th way siah, to th max ! Her feet hurts too. Aft tht we went to take th Sampan ride - which was soo mendakssss. Ahaha. Thn we went to th skypark and saw this Westerner whom she claims is a model. And yep, she kept saying he's Hot. Ahaha lols ok, looks Gay to me though :P Sorry ! Thn we headed on to High Society Pastries. Nth much ate a few cakes. And we're off home.

You enjoyed today, that's all that matters.

scree ; steep slope with loose soil and stones.

faux pas .

2011-03-04T18:04:00.001+08:00

Hey wassup ! Just set up my Twitter acc and made it look so nice. To anyone who is reading this and if you happen to have a Twitter acc, do follow me yeaa? My username is DanAlfresco.

Ok had my Mother Tongue SA1 Oral earlier today. Th topic was on books. Which is umm, abit difficult luh fr me. Overall I think I did ok, but I don't know how olevels would mark. I certainly hope they wouldn't be so strict. Ohwell this year is really a crucial year fr me. I know I have to step up in order to achieve th results I want. Its easier said than done. Gosh how i wish Life was easy. If i calculate my Olevel results from my Nlevels, I would get 25 points. That's way too far to get th course i want - Hospitality & Tourism Management. TP offers that course with minimal points of 12 while SP is 15. Sian.

Sometimes I think its better to just chill out rather than stress yrself out. Bt without stressing ourselves out, how are we going to achieve success in this modern and competitive industry? Think. Do what's best fr yourself, nt anyone else. In th end, its you who chose yr future. Live with it.

faux pas ; 'false step'; social solecism; embarrassing action.

cadamerie .

2011-02-12T11:01:00.001+08:00

Like woah. Its been super fucking long since I last blogged. I totally forgot I've got a blog. Ahaha. So here I am updating it aft a looong time. yep see th phone above? Just got it ytd. Its Sony Ericsson Vivaz Pro. Apart from th noob touch sensor and th conversation thingy, th phone is alright.

diablerie .

2011-01-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

Look at thaaaat ! Ahaha lols. Just bought this watch. Actually wanted to buy th purpleee one bt Sadly, Adidas Singapore doesn't retail purple anymore :9 damn sad lor bt nvmind, this one also nice :D

magi .

2010-12-09T12:31:00.000+08:00

Had an awesome day out with th Usual ytd. Me, Yanru and Joeyee met at ehub around 1050am to buy th cake for Haris. we bought th cake and headed on to his place to surprise him. Gosh, he was sleeping so peacefully it was sooo syiok siah. Ahaha. Celebrated at his house adn thn we went off around 1plus to ehub. Played pool, watched movie, slacked at prp, and ate at KFC. yanru had to leave early around 7plus so me haris and joeyee went LAN -.- Like theres nowhere else to go. Ahaha seriously.

Ok basically that's it. Atleast that's all I could afford to do for Haris. Hope he loves it thought. (:

lets do it better than her ..

technocracy .

2010-12-04T23:34:00.000+08:00

Lols. Realise i haven't been updating. Lazy laa plus, Work. Gosh how I hate working Life. Like seriously. Just 6 days of working and I'm fucking exhausted. Why can't money just fall from th sky fr me? -.-

Ahaha ok enough abt work. Ytd was my 17th birthday. Thank you Ng Joeyee fr th wonderful 16-piece ferrero rocher ! Yumyum. I'm actually eating it right now. Its so nice. Awesome right that girl. Lol bt don't say too much later she bhb or too proud of herself. Pussy wagon -.- Ahaha and also thank you Masria fr th Ikea chocolate ! Lols (: Ohya and also all th birthday wishes I got ! Wonderful.

shawty's like a melody in my head ..

communique .

2010-11-08T19:39:00.000+08:00

An awesome day out with th Usuals ! XDD

(Lazy post longlong ar.) Sorry.

anode .

2010-10-31T15:29:00.003+08:00

Hello. I had no time to post ytd as I was atth wedding th whole day. Long story. This is a video I took for fun. Lols just incase you guys wonder, th boys are performing "silat", but not th normal silat, its called th "wedding silat" which is performed only on weddings. This is my first time seeing it though, O_O

determinism .

2010-10-28T13:35:00.002+08:00

Heyyo! Its been quite some time since I last updated. Guess there was nth to blog abt eh? Oh well. Let's just recap aye.

Participated in Climb On 2010' on Saturday, 23rd October. Overall, I had fun. that's th main point of a carnival isn't it? Glad to know that I still could do it, despite my lack of training and all. But if I had gone fr training, I'm sure I could complete th 2000 points and above routes. Its nt that I don't wanna go, its because i can't. -.- I have to become a childsitter. Yes not a babysitter but a childsitter. I had to stay home to look aft my younger sis who is P5. Tsk. And I don't understand why.

Gah, drop it. Had been listening to 913fm these past few days! Th songs they play, is damn awesome. Seriously. You guys should start tuning in now. And furthermore, th dedications, shoutouts, texts are all free! Woo! I kept sending dedications though O_O

we are who we are .

wonders .

2010-10-13T18:26:00.000+08:00

It was posted to me a few mins ago. And yes, it just feels so right reading all th sayings of these ppl. This just made my day. Love you guys. Thankyou for accepting an outsider into yr family - 4A4

gratitude .

subtrist .

2010-10-01T17:47:00.000+08:00

This too, will be memories Thank You guys fr accepting an outsider into yr Class. I still rmb on th first day of school. I was just a stranger. Bt as time goes by, you guys made the effort to get to know me and even be there for me. And now look, its th last day of school and yes, time flies.

For all the misunderstandings between me and you guys, I wanna apologise for it. Jahan, sry fr th misunderstanding we had abt th fullscap thingy. Riyanda, sry for th misunderstanding while playing soccer. And to the whole of 4A4, sry for any misunderstandings we had in th past.

I love you ppl.

2010-09-28T18:42:00.001+08:00

See th NOOB !

scrutinize .

2010-09-18T11:18:00.000+08:00

Hey. Have been really sick lately. Fever and my body aches is killing me. Gosh, I just wanna lay on bed and never wake up. Went bowling ytd with ma' gd mates and yea, we played two games. And yes I got th highest score for both games. Awesome much. They wanted to have dinner but I couldn't take it anymore, I have to rest so I bid them gdbye and left. Sry Haris, if it wasn't fr me you would've eaten yr dinner with them.

Oh well, I hope today would be a better day fr me. Gg out raya to relative's house later. I wouldn't wanna be sick mans while visiting them. Ok imma go rest now.

atleast you noticed .

disparage .

2010-09-13T14:39:00.000+08:00

I am not going to say in detail about anything. Just a brief post will do. Respect, does it always have to be th younger one respecting th elder .. ? Does it mean that th elder ones could literally do anything to th younger ones? I don't get it. Just because I smoke, pierced my ear, does that make me a good-for-nothing? And like what, some ppl who started working alr, do they always have th say in th family .. ? I have never heard of th term saying th young should give in to th elder. Like wow. Since whn did this nonsensical term been implemented .. ? God damn it man.

Everything has always been my fault. You said I lied to you. Bt would you even allow me to do what I want to do .. ? Like if I said I wanna go out and lepak with my friends instead of saying going to Terawih, would you even give an answer? No. Yeayea, I know you ppl would be saying stuff like ofcourse I wouldn't let you do those non-beneficial activities. Thn wht? You want me to stay at home and study .. ? You think its easy? I fucking hate Studies! You guys talk and talk but never tried to understand me. Ok maybe you did but failed.

Yes I know I'm wrong. Fine. But I want to be able to do th things I want to do. Without any restrictions. Gosh, and thn you would say stuff like, where's yr results .. ? If i allow you to do th things you want to do, can you guarantee me results? Like ohmygod. thn might as well restrict me my whole life right. I don't know what else to do now. Gosh.

watch me burn, bitch .

derogatory .

2010-08-28T10:38:00.000+08:00

It is so mundane, so empty. I don't even recognise myself anymore. Seems like I've been hurting ppl again. Seems that I'm who I am. I travel back to th past and how regretful I am to have treated you that way. Seeing you smile just touches me. Mayb there's still a lil' of me stuck on you. I'm sorry you must've moved on now. If we're meant to be, we will be. It only takes time. So I'll leave it to fate thn. As fr now, I'm confused.

it was only just a dream .

dissipate .

2010-08-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

Wow. Its been soo long since I blogged. Guess I've been pretty busy lately huh? Well, nt really. I've been gg out at night frequently this fasting month, infact everyday. Sigh my prelims results aren't good. I feel like Crap. Nlevels is next. Please do not repeat th same mistake again Danial.

Math, Humanities and Sciences. These three i really have to atleast sustain a B3. That's suppose to be my standard. Tsk.

just th way you are .

futile .

2010-08-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

Nowadays I just feel so relaxed, so free. Like there is nothing to worry abt. It feels so empty without anyone by yr side, th one. I miss being loved, I miss loving and I miss who I was before. I'm unsure where I'm heading to.

th feeling, is unthinkable .

emulate .

2010-08-04T13:40:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps. Haven't been updating much, sorry. Exam period. Monday was MT, which is okok to me, ytd was SS. I totally flung it I swear. I didn't attempt a single essay question. 25 marks gone. I studied Healthcare but it didn't come out. Sad. Today was English, it was .. quite difficult I can say. Let's just hope aye?

Been so dull and mundane lately. Gah, all I nd to concentrate on right nw is my studies. That's what's important. Put everything aside and take them back when its the right time. But right nw, I really have to study. I wanna excel. God, help me.

I never wanna lose that view of you ..

morose .

2010-07-28T14:36:00.000+08:00

I don't know what th future holds for me but I do know that I can make a difference . I wanna succeed, I wanna be able to buy just anything . Education. Gah, its hard but its important . If you're nt educated, you won't be able to succeed and definitely nt be able to buy just about anything . I'm doing it, I'm trying .

About you, I don't know . Hearing you doing well, seeing you in sch even if it was a glimpse, satisfies me . You'll never know how I feel about you . Never will .

fight fr our right to love . .

trepidation .

2010-07-20T19:16:00.001+08:00

Hey. What's wrong? I don't know. Th feeling I have now is indescribable. Its a mixture actually. Gah, shytbreak .

I'm craving, for you ..

lugubrious .

2010-07-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

Mygod. This is effing funny! Wheen I watched it, i laughed my ass off mans. Ahaha. Its seriously funny. Esp th old man part. You guys gotta watch it mans. Do not stop watching halfway. Watch th whole vid without any distractions. Its funny, yea.

revere .

2010-07-15T19:23:00.000+08:00

Its th simple things that you do that made me believe even in th littlest chance that we could be one. But that's just in my fantasy world. I don't know how to handle the situation I'm in now. I'm craving fr you, to atleast have a glimpse of you. Its difficult. I like you, only you .

keep hanging on ..

blatant .

2010-07-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

I think, I have had my hopes crushed. I think, I have just found out that i'm not th guy you were talking about all these while. I think, I was just dreaming. But I don't think, I know I have lost all of my courage in telling you how much I want you. Face up to reality Dan, somethings in Life, you cannot attain. Those things are suppose to be let free. No point clinging onto it either. But one thing fr sure, we will stay th way we are now. No changes whatsoever. Because you still don't know who th girl I was talking about all these while.

Memories of th past couldn't be erased. I was once Loved, I once loved and yes, I once got hurt.

I'm really better off on my own ..

stricture .

2010-07-07T23:11:00.002+08:00

Gah. What's up ppl. Been so mundane these few days. No reason. I still haven't finished my FN coursework which is due this Monday. I am soo dead. Somebody help me. I went to Social Interview on FB earlier, and I got this question, "If you could ask God anything, what would it be?" And my answer was, "Education". Yea, I hope education would just come to us just like that. then we wouldn't have to crack our heads to solve one math problem. Gah, if only Life was that easy.

I'm staying up to watch tml's morning World Cup Semi-Finals Match. Spain vs Germany. Ohmy, I soo want Spain to win. Please. Jiayou Spain! ^^

I never thought that anyone could make me feel this way ..

cajole .

2010-07-04T15:22:00.001+08:00

Heya ppl. Haven't been updating my blog that much I know. I've gt a new laptop ytd night, bought it at Courts fr $1199. Its okla. There's nothing much to blog about, days just went by like that. I ain't that worth am I? gah, let it rain.

I nd you to show me how Love should really be ..

guile .

2010-06-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

Tear me apart. How long must I stay like this? Searching. If only, if only I could just embrace you so close to me without you knowing. Because honestly, I think you're Beautiful. I stand nowhere. I want to be th one to make you happy, I want to be th one to keep you safe, I want to be yours.

I want us to be like a Pyramid .

coherent .

2010-06-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

"Guys only wants to bully girls when he Loves her."

Got that phrase from someone. Th word "bully" in th sentence, could someone explain th meaning of it to me. Forget it.

I have been thinking. Leading a Single life is dull. Its not great at all. I am missing affection and love. Sometimes, I even think I'm desperate. Fuck it. Banal humdrum. I am afraid of getting into a relationship. It sucks. Courage, I have none. Don't even have th heart to confess. I would just hurt everyone who gets too close to me.

I wanna embrace you, just once .

patriarch .

2010-06-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

Annnnnnnnnnnndddddddddddddddddddd. I'm BACK!

Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur was ..... OKLA. Not that great. Bought several stuff. Actually there's nothing much to talk about in KL.

Today was patriotic. Went out early in th morn to 700+ bball court there and played with Sufian and Quayyum. Then Mirza came and Quayyum had to go off. We head on to my house th bball court and met my friends. Played bball until 7plus and rested awhile berofre I got back. Bball took half of my day today. Which is like WOW. Guess I missed it soo much. Speaking of missing, somebody said he/she misses me leh. Can believe anot. Haiyoyo. Ahaha whatever laa.

i give th final blow .

wistful .

2010-06-15T08:48:00.000+08:00

I'm like feeling so mundane so i decided to post a short one. Will be leaving fr Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur in a few mins time. Will return on Saturday morn, afternoon, evening, night, who knows. So boring mans. I don't know what to do there anw. Oh well, just enjoy what I have. See ya guys.

bounce .

facile .

2010-06-08T22:39:00.000+08:00

God! Its been quite long since I've posted anything. Been busy with work lately. Super tiring. 9 hours everyday. Oh well, that's just working Life. I have nothing much to say uh. So I'm just gonna make this one short. Sry broooos.

I've gt a relationship phobia.

tentative .

2010-05-30T14:42:00.000+08:00

And that, is my new Basketball Shoes! Woo, I'm super happy. And I also got a new FBT sleeveless shirt plus FBT bball shorts plus an Adidas Basketball. I super love it mans. Can't wait to play bball today mans. I really need to wear my shoes. Thank you Mother.

My family members don't seem to like th shoe, I don't know why. They said its not nice but I love it. Ahaha. Besides, its me who's wearing it (:

this just feels so right ..

field of ribbons .

2010-05-29T14:54:00.000+08:00

Went to Johor th whole day ytd. Was super worn out that I actually woke up at 1pm today. Spectacular. But oh well. Had quite a great time I think. I bought this folded umbrella which have th apple/iPod logo on it. Its nice and I don't think I'll be using it at all.

Today, my family plus myself may be going to Queensway as my Dad wants to get a new pair of shoes. At first I didn't wanna tag along as I'll be playing soccer with Momos later but since my mum insisted on getting me a new pair of BASKETBALL SHOES! I couldn't resist mans. Superbly awesome! We'll see how laa. She just went out fr her massage awhile ago. She'll call later once she's done and my dad would go fetch her and we'll go to Queensway together! XD

feeling so sagacious .

ramification .

2010-05-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

I just feel so tired and weak these few days and I hate to not know why. Irritating much. I always feel like sleeping. And my mind is blank. There's nothing much to blog about. I'm feeling so nebulous. God, help me.

full of boundaries .

destitute .

2010-05-20T21:01:00.000+08:00

From ytd till next Wed, we will be ending sch at 245PM, which is like, Ohsocrap! Gah. Irritating asses. 4 hours of FN. Imagine that. Killer mans. And yea, Mid-year results. -.-" Failed FN and Math. Buck up my man. Its been so mundane lately. Nothing to do always bballing here and there.

I've been thinking, about you ..

debacle .

2010-05-15T10:28:00.000+08:00

A very good morning to you readers. Let's talk about ytd. Went Karaoke with Vicki and company. Had an enjoyable time and lucky me, fr not losing my voice. It was okla, I had fun. Let's go again someday. XD

Today. Either going bball with Darence and company or soccer with Momos. Im not sure. Darence said today there'll be a lot of ppl at th court. But I don't wanna ditch Momos mans. Aiya i'll decide later laa. See ya some other time!

it was worth it in th end ..

stimulating .

2010-05-13T18:50:00.001+08:00

Exams is over. Yea. Sigh of relief, i guess. Now worries come. I'm worried about my Combined Humanities. I didn't do well for my History paper and I don't know. Earlier today was Math Paper 1, it was ok, doable. But there wasn't enough time, I was correcting one of my question when teacher said "Time's up". Wahlan eh. But overall, I think I did ok. I'm finally doing math. (:

Tml. Either going Karaoke with Vicki and company or going Yishun with Esther and company. We'll see how. Imma decide tonight.

agriculture.

figurative .

2010-05-10T20:25:00.001+08:00

I think I don't wanna argue anymore, I don't wanna play these useless childish games no more. I quit. I admit losing. What did I actually lose anw, I'm not too certain as well. Mayb I didn't lose anything. Oh well, mayb she gained something though. O_O Satisfaction indeed. Great then. Post all you want. Swear all you want. I've washed my hands squeaky clean. For sure, I ain't saying or even think of you no more. So yea, rest assured, you can R.I.P. Thank you much (:

Maths and Bio paper earlier was doable. I had some struggles here and there but oh well, don't let yr hopes up too high. Ibarat "Burung terbang dipipiskan lada". Results would determine all. There is still Maths Paper 1 and it may help me somehow. Study Danial.

bilingual .

to that Someone .

2010-05-08T13:03:00.000+08:00

Mayb I "terasa" again uh but I think not. Mayb it was meant for me as there's th word "ego" and you bolded th laki/pompan and also its as if th whole post was for me. If I "terasa" right, I accept if you gave me any peribahasa I don't care.

But if th post was really for me, I've got a few words to say to you. I'm sorry. Like before, I don't realise what I'm doing. Mayb I didn't realise I've badmouthed you, oh well. But please, don't say stuff like I don't deserve gd friends. Its hurtful. And yea, as much as I've made you hate me, now I regret it. I just want to give a suggestion to you.

Can we just not talk about each other to anyone anymore? Can we just like vanish from each other's thoughts? Be it Hate or whatever things. Even if we hate each other that much, can we just stop posting/telling ppl how fucking bad we both are? I've had enough.

And I swear to God, demi Allah, starting from this very moment, I won't post/say anything to badmouth you.

Hope you got it. Thank You.

apr gunanya klao asyik ckp buruk pasal each other.

hallucination .

2010-05-08T11:50:00.000+08:00

I'm in a really awkward position. I don't know where my feelings are anymore. I have no direction to head on to. Mayb what you said was true. Let my heart decide. I don't even know what my heart is saying. So I guess I'll just let it be. Let it be like this. Its alright, I'm ok, I think God can explain.

put yrself in her position .

publicity .

2010-05-03T12:29:00.004+08:00

Check out th vid above mans. Its a great song and aft hearing it on american idol, I immediately turned on th comp to download it. Smashing. Now th song is stuck in my head. Dammit.

Nothing to blog about these few days so I'm just filling up th space here.

puss .

NSSCC 2010'

2010-04-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

NSSCC 2010' was boomz! Th pic above is ofcourse, my bestest friend, Muhammad Haris B Hamdan. ALthough he didn't manage to get th top 3 positions but he still has done a great climb. I'm proud of you mans. He got 5th place in th finals. 1st goes to Xinmin, 2nd Springfield and 3rd Xinmin. Congratulations to them. And ofcourse nt forgetting Ryan And Joash, you guys did great as well. Keep up th climbs. Mayb I should go training uh, I wanna join competitions. Ad I so do not want my arms to be full of fats for nt doing workouts anymore. Ahaha alright.

Mid-years are coming. Its just a matter of days. Study mans. Alright that's all I can afford to blog. Btw, I've post an album of pics from th NSSCC 2010' on FB. Check it out.

i need some piece of mind ..

queasy .

2010-04-19T17:46:00.001+08:00

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

I got this story/message from Haziq Y's blog. Its nice and I felt something after reading this.

am I afraid to say I want you to be mine or am I afraid if I can't support you?

unfathomable .

2010-04-17T17:29:00.001+08:00

Its a beautiful rainy afternoon and I'm here at home blogging. Ofcourse I'd wished it wouldn't rain but ohwell, these times doesn't come everyday. So might as well we enjoy what's there. Hope it stops by 7pm atleast. I wanna meet her.

Sports day ytd was a blast! Blast in two meanings - Good & Bad. Th good blast was that I ran fr th 100m finals, and I think I either got a third or a 4th, Im not that sure. But ppl were like saying I'm third. If I really am, thn I'm more than grateful. I didn't expect myself to be even fifth atfirst. But I'm grateful enough, Thankyou (: Th bad blast was that th relay events was totally canceled due to th lightning alert. Aww manssssss. Its not postponed, its like totally canceled. Ass. I wanna run fr th relays. But ohwell, like I said, make th most of what's left. I'm happy fr now.

I'm all about you .

irrecancilable .

2010-04-12T16:26:00.000+08:00

Th release of results from Sports Heats : I got qualified in th Finals for th 100m single event! I was like soo happy seeing my name at th list of th top 8 finalists. Imma do my best. Wish me luck ppl. XD Insyallah, I can do it!

And another thing, ODAC was also qualified fr th inter-cca relay! Woo. Hope my sprained ankle would heal by Friday. If not, I don't think I can run. Oh God, pls spare my ankle fr this Friday. I can't wait fr Friday. I wanna win a Medal, atleast.

I'm feeling waayy better nw, I ain't feeling no hatred no more.

pretender .

2010-04-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

So much fr all that littlest talks before. Look who's all comfortable now. Its great to see that actually. Such short time. Now I'm at rest. I just feel more free now. Thank you. Let's just see how long you last aite? (:

I've gt true friends around me ain't I?

cock up .

2010-04-08T20:40:00.000+08:00

Bloody hell. Half of th sports heat was fucked up while half of it were awesome!

Th fucked up part scenario : Th first event was th 100m single event upper sec boys. I was in th first heat. We gt onto th lines, thn Mr Cheong went "Kegarisan" and thn th horn went off. Like wtf. There's no sedia, at all. Each one of us paused fr awhile and thn continued sprinting. Its nt fair! Even though I got 2nd in my heats, I dont think th timing would make me qualify fr th top 8. I wanted a retake but thn Mr Koh doesn;t seem to care. Its nt fair siah, Fuck.

Th awesome scenario : It was th 4x100m CCA Relay event. Fr th boys category there were only one team. Fr th girls there were two. Th guys team, which is mine consists a mixture of lower sec and upper sec boys. They are Afiq & Raushan (Juniors) and Haiqal & myself (Seniors). Th first runner was Afiq followed by Raushan thn Haiqal thn me. It was super awesome I tell you. If only I ran in th 100m single event like how I ran fr th cca event. Assssss. In th end our team gt second place. Sports day baby! Great job you guys.

I still ain't over th 100m thingy, fark .

frupod .

2010-04-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

Woo! I just gt this pair of white Onto headphones fr just $20. Cheap or what? Ahaha. I like mans.

Sports heats is tml! I haven't been training siah. Hope I'm still fast as before or faster. Hope only la Dan. See how tml. There's Redzwan who is super fast. All th best to all runners tml. Do yr very best. Unleash th potential in you.

Alright, Im off to pack my bag fr tml. See ya, nights.

I'm sry, i just nd you .

gaston .

2010-04-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

Enough of all th useless posts. Don't bother with th previous two posts as my objective is complete (:

Right now, I'm unsure. Unsure about moving forward or are you moving back from me? Maybe you realised I ain't much but atleast don't leave me hanging unsure like this. Call me crazy, but I know you feel it too. Maybe I, just gotta get next to you. Its alright though, because now, I feel that th gap is getting wider. Should I pursue you or should I just let it be. Boom. Soon enough, if we go on like this, my existence would just fade.

I miss you .

allrise .

2010-04-04T13:24:00.000+08:00

Baek. Kena peribahasa sey! Wah, elok la tu eh.

Ok maybe I gt th wrong idea, fine. Tap tk salah per terasa. Step tk pernah terasa jer. Mampos uh. Seems like you've gt a replacement alr, Fast. Good. I like. And I said "seems", not "I know". So jgn nk bagi peribahasa laen plak eh. XD I just feel so. Bgs uh klao da adr org bru, jaga diri jer la eh, that's all I can afford to say. Slamats.

maaaaak, beng ke per?

sceptical .

2010-04-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

Its enough alr. Come on lady, get it over with. Its like ages ago. I can see that you've moved on perfect. Seems sooo much better without me in yr precious lil' life. Good. Cos that's what I hope for. Since I've been th one always giving you problems, always in th wrong. Gah, forget it. Why am I bringing this up anyway. What's past is past. I don't wanna Hate you, that's not me. But yr actions or words may make me start to. On top of that, I'm Happy with where I stand now. Studies is well-coped, Friends rock, and most of all that someone is sooo special. XD

Things are spicing up. Mid-year is coming. Sports day is coming. Should i start training? Ahaha. Maybe not. Bball is enough. Gotta achieve results mans. Study Danial. Haris got some award earlier today on commendation day. Even though I wasn;t selected to go, but I did support and appreciate him. XD All th way Hamtam!

is Love blooming between me and you ..

itinerary .

2010-03-29T18:41:00.000+08:00

What's past is past. I told myself that. I'm happy with th way I am now. I can't type out all of my thoughts in this post as privacy should be respected. I just wanna say this out, Love is blind .

happiness isn't something you experience,
its something you remember .

banal .

2010-03-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

What do I call th feeling I feel now? Its just so, archaic. I wanna get close, I wanna embrace, I wanna soften. But why? Its just so, ferocious. Love, maybe I don't even know th meaning of it. Juvenile. Perplexing. Humdrum. Insecure. I'm falling.

toopid .

mafire!

2010-03-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

There's nothing much to my Life lately. Problems just kept coming. They don't stop. Somebody told me that I had been Emo lately. Maybe I don't realise it but others do. No I'm not so called "emo". I'm just, bewildered. There's nothing left in me anymore. I wanna start anew. But th past just can't let go, clinging onto me. Asss. Gah, whatever. Gah, fuck it.

you ain't feeling nothing i feel ..

imbecile .

2010-03-08T20:50:00.000+08:00

Zzz. Got my CA1 results today. My elder sister came to sch to meet my teachers as my parents aren't free. Ppl was like, is this really my sister? We look so different. Like yea, very different.

Ok results.

English = 5

Mathematics = 5

Food & Nutrition = 4

Combined Humanities = 3

Mother Tongue = 2

Combined Science = 1

Total points EMB2 = 16

buck up my man!

invictus .

2010-03-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

Ugh! Help. My whole body aches like hell. My throat, its so dry. Sore throat! My back, its starting up again. Gah. I think Imma fall sick soon. Atleast have a fever.

Ytd was, ohmy. Training at climbasia in th morning. Soccer at ws pri. in th afternoon. Bistro at night. I think I over exceeded my body limits. And whn I woke up today, I can't even lift a single part of my body. It was like sooo ugh. Somebody, help me.

Lucky there's no training tml. If nt, Imma die. Surely. I'm tired. I wanna rest. Gdnight.

and it feels like tonight ...

philosophy .

2010-02-28T13:38:00.000+08:00

Argh. Ugh. Ouch. Ow.

Every part of my body aches. -..- My forearms, my arms, my thighs, my feet. Dammit. Even my head hurts. Must be frm ytd's mock comp at TJC and th soccer at Ws Pri after that. Woo. Once i reached home, I went boomz aft bathing. ANd whn i woke up today, mygod. Th pain, was unbearable. I had to drag myself out of bed. Pain pain pain.

my mind starts weaving ..

prodigy .

2010-02-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

Woah. My body is starting up again. Dammit, I hate it when my body aches. Esp my back. Gah. Shyt. Alright had training earlier today in sch. Did a warm-up climb on th Lime Green route on th overhang. Dammit, I really need to brush up on my climbing. I have alot to catch up mans! Th twins finished th climb without any rest or fall. As fr me, I fell two times. God, its because of th wrong sequence of th hands, and ofcourse my forearms were pumped! Nvmind that, all I know is that I have alot to catch up on. Come on Danial.

lets work this out ..

everything .

2010-02-21T13:34:00.002+08:00

Hellohello.

Lets blog about ytd. Overall, it was GREAT - To a certain extent. And FUCKED - To a further certain extent.

Ahaha alright. I woke up early in th morn and had to reach sch at 730am for rock climbing training. Ended at around 2PM thn slacked with SitiNasuha till 430PM. Thn went off to Pasir Ris park fr the class reunion bbq thingy, reached at about 6PM. Overall thoughts of th bbq, Could do better as I think I paid $5 to enjoy th wind. -..- Gah. Aft th bbq, headed off to Bistro! to meet my bball friends. And ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE!

Ahaha yea went to bistro to celebrate her 15th birthday! Stay happy always Nat (:

Reached home at about 1150PM and once i stepped into th house, mygod. It was like th radio blasting at full volume. Got lectured by my precious DAD. Great. Now there's no more rock climbing, no more bball and on sch days I have to be home by 230PM. Like woah, whatever. Maybe I can try as on sch days there will be tutorials. Gah, too bad. Sorry Daddy.

you think I ain't big enough ..

intense .

2010-02-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

Kaboooooomz!

Gah, hellohello! Phew, today was sure a normal odac day. T-I-R-E-D! Ahaha alright. As a matter of fact, I only climbed two times. One is th warm-up th other is on th steep overhang, which is like WOAH! I managed to climb th Grey route (6A+) till half of th overhang. It was soooo heart-throbbing! XP Nah, just jk but it was quite tough though, come on Danial, gotta pump up yr body more!

Th Juniors was GREAT. They did their belaying well and some of them actually climbed exceptionally well. Gd job mans! I like. Ahaha. Im sorry that you guys had to do th 100 pushups fr punishment, but i guess fooling around = punishment. Gah, that's th rule baby. Too bad, stick with it. Ohmy, what a bad senior I am indeed. Nvmind that. Keep up th good work guys! And soon, you'll reach to my standard in no time. Jiayou!

living under yr spotlight ..

incensible .

2010-02-18T17:15:00.000+08:00

These few days has been manageable. Great times, bad times. As fr th CNY hols, I gotta thank my bball friends ofcourse, Cheryl, Wanxin, Jiaxing, Yenli, Natalie, Allwin, Wei Chong, Oswin, Xavier. Sorry if i missed out anyone as these are th ppl i manage to remember. :P Ok had fun with them on Monday and Tuesday. Played cards and bball ofcourse.

Thn it was back to sch. Bleargh.. -..- But nt that bad except fr the CA1 results la. Ytd I got my Maths result, 22/40. Manage to pass? Yaye me? Nah, I could've done better. Thn earlier today got my Eng result, 47/80. Bad bad bad. How can I just pass Eng? That botak dont knw how to mark la assss. Blooody hell....... Goanddie la. Tsk.

somethings you just dont question ..

cadamerie .

2010-02-11T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hellohello! There's nothing much to talk about anyway. No news whatsoever. So im just blogging for th sake of blogging. Currently studying fr th bio test tml. Gah, if only there wasn't a test tml so i wouldn't have to go to sch. There will be a concert aft recess. Ass. Its so hard to memorise! Help me. Alright, guess that's all.

look at me, look at me again .

cadaveric .

2010-02-09T22:31:00.001+08:00

06 Feb 2010

Bistro! Ahaha yea. Went to a Bistro near Tamp safra to celebrate Oswin's birthday. My basketball mate. I wish you a long life and may you always stay as happy as you are. Th place was really nice, i like! Pics in my phone lazy uplaod de. Ahaha. But yea, overall, I had a great time. Thank you guys, appreciate it loads. XD

07 Feb 2010

Kendarat! Ahaha after a tiring day from th bistro ytd, today I wasn't on my top form for work. WOke up and I had no mood for work alr. But oh well, work is work. ANd yea, th wedding was one of my relative's. Like wow. AHaha met my Grandma and a few aunts and uncs there. They were like shocked to see me working there. Ahaha great! ALright, but overall that day, Catastrophic. XD

i can't take it any longer,

bonafide .

2010-02-02T22:54:00.001+08:00

Yessa! I finally gathered up th courage to talk to her face-to-face. Woo! Ahaha. During ODAC time, saw her with Kai Ling at th canteen. Approached her and said Hi. It was quite awkward la as i very paisey siah, im in th wrong? Ok. Thn before I went off, asked her to smile, and she did but after that she said this : "Sial uh kao". -..- Ahahaha like wth! FIne, nvmind that. SO yea, Thank You Hamizah!

Alright that's one point. Second point, there's this sec one girl who really gets on my nerves siah. You can ask th Momos mans! They aren't of any help at all instead they kept on laughing at me. Bloody asssss. Ok here's hw the story goes, during morning assembly, my class was beside 1T1 classroom. Thn me and Haris both made friends with this one small boy, "Shahirul". Thn was quite ok after a few days thn one particular day, i forgot. I was at th canteen with th Momos thn suddenly I got a fullscap paper and you knw what was written in it? This : "Are you single?" Mygod, I was like who siah. Thn got to knw that's its this girl. Ok I don't wanna talk about her siah, please mans. Like ohmygod. Ask th Momos mans! Its eerie! Thn since then I had to force myself to like wave at her as she wanted to be friends? Dammit. Come on mans. Please.

Third thing, XD

Oh Siti Nasuha Bte Ramlee! She's a MAT. Ahaha. She calls me Minah so I called her Mat uh abe? Ahaha mepek uh, tkpela. Someone pointed and made me realise something today. Otw home frm sch just nw, met Shaik Iskandar and went home together. Thn we sat for awhile and chit-chatted awhile. Thn we started talking about girlfriends? He suddenly said : "Tap prompan kao setia uh pat kao". And that made me realise a whole lot. How can i betray her Love just like that. She doesn't deserve it. So yea, im blogging about this publicly. Its what I did wrong and yes, I admit it. I just don't appreciate what's right in front of me. But now, I guess imma have to change. I love her a whole lot. Bby, I sincerely am, Sorry.

th paralyzing depression ...

confidence.

2010-01-21T22:20:00.001+08:00

Confidence. Is all I ever needed to succeed. Yet I lack of it and I find it hard to have it in myself. Why do I always look down on myself? Or maybe I am as stupid. Damn it. Confusion. Lingers around me, day and night. I thought to myself? Will I be able to make everyone proud this year? Or will I just repeat my mistakes and disappoint them again? I'm doing my best. My very best. I am trying. God willing, I will make it this year.

Days went by, as fast as a galloping horse. I thought again, I miss Hamizah. But I guess hatred fills her heart. I thought again, I was wrong. I didn't realise my mistake until you pointed it out. Guess it must have hurt you a lot. Guess it must have been hard on you. Guess you were wrong about me being all nice and sincere. Guess you were disappointed. How's life? I wish I could say that directly to you. But you chose to Avoid. Maybe that's what you think is Best. I respect that. But I gotta make things right, without knowing how to. So I guess, I am an Asshole.

as sincere as I am Sorry, it wouldn't make a difference ...

Meritrocracy.

2010-01-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

Today was Fine. Except for th part that my phone ain't working. Its like th buttons ain't functioning at all. Dammit. I can't even read a msg or even send one. Not even call. Suck siah. Guess imma be unavailable till i duno when. Gah, Shyt!

School's been good. Managed to cope with my studies. Same goes for Haris. He is just so funny at times. Alright guess there's nothing much to blog about for today. WIll update soon. And there's trainng tml. Rock Climbing. XD

kasih, engkaulah lagenda cintaku ...

being sensitive.

2010-01-12T21:33:00.000+08:00

School's been ok recently. Coping well with th class and stuff. There's Haris who's always there for me. But i guess i lost two of my other besties. Which is a sad thing ofcourse. I do stuff which affects ppl roughly yet i didnt realise it. Gah whatever, hope to severe all ties with them soon. I seriously have no intention of using them like what they claimed. Gah, Fuck it. Bleargh.

Rock CLimbing's been sucky. I didn't even manage to climb a route till th end without resting. I rested for like 4 times. My hands were super pumped. But i was super delighted with th Sec Ones today. Some showed true potential. I like. I can see tat they can really go far in Rock Climbing. All th way!

I WANNA GO TO KRABI!

Yes. I wanna go to Krabi for th upcoming rock climbing trip. I've never been to nay trip before so this is my last chance. Haven't ask Daddy yet. See how things goes. Guess imma save up my money mans! I wanna go go go. Damn it.

kental siah panjat Dan, tkya panajt sua! XD

Silent boy.

2010-01-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

Yepp. This is a picture of th book I'm currently reading. Lemme tell you this, it is super nice! Ahaha. This is th first book that made me soo into it. I love it. You guys should check out other Tory Hayden's books. I'm sure you would love it. Gah, ahaha alright. Enough babbling.

Went to slack with Hamtam and Nasuha aft sch. Thn around 6PM, we were off home. Sent Nas off but then aft hearing th voice of her grandma on th phone, I couldn't help but to go up and see her grandma. She misses me! Ahaha. Like wow, im so touched. I like th fact that she kept on calling me "Denol". Ahaha! Fine, whatever mans. The family just seems to accept me and i appreciate it alot.

Imma go off now. Since there's nothing more to blog about. Gah, see you!

its just a matter of time ...

Back to School.

2010-01-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

Yepp. I'm back to S-C-H-O-O-L! I'm a REPEAT student and i think i shall cope with it. Its just another year and its deifnitely better than going to ITE. Be it you have the discipline and determination to work hard. I'm sure i would excel in my 'N' Levels this year if i put in enough effort. I can do it. Im determined.

Love will bring us back together ..

Im a Medic!

2009-12-27T11:50:00.000+08:00

Sry i haven't been updating for some time now. Been quite "busy" lately. I had work to do and also outings ehre and there. It just tires me out. Lyza is going off today. And we don't knw when she's coming back. I can't see you off Lyza, im sorry. May you have a safe trip and all the best in whatever you do. (:

There's still work tml. It probably should be from 9am - 5pm. There's a lot of packing to do. Guess there's no bball tml then.

available for lease.

2009-12-19T16:08:00.000+08:00

the bitter memories ...

There's no other choice is there. As much as i don't wanna leave, i have to. Its alright though. You guys are the bestest friends i could ever have. Thank you for all the times we had. I'll pray for your success in the future. May God bless you forever. I love you guys.

i've fallen and i can't get up.

Release of 'N' Levels Results.

2009-12-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

English : FOUR

Mathematics : FIVE

Combined Humanities : FOUR

Science (Phy/Bio) : FIVE

Food & Nutrition : UNGRADED

Mother Tongue : THREE

Total Points : 21

These are my results. No point saying anything now, its Over. I actually broke down in tears at the hall earlier. I just couldn't stand it. Congratulations to Siti Nurlinda for getting 6 distinctions and 8 points. Congratulations to all of my classmates that made it to Sec 5. Strive further (:

Thank you Hudah for crying with me, for being with me all these years in Loyang. Thank you for understanding me. Thank you for being patient. Thank you for caring. Thank you for thinking for me.

Thank you Hamizah for tolerating with me, for guiding me. Thank you for your thoughts. Thank you for your support. Thank you for making me realise how much i'd miss you once im gone. Thank you for who i am now.

Thank you Momos for that bond. Thank you for that friendship. Thank you for that everlasting love you guys gave me. Thank you for holding me close. Thank you for educating me. Thank you for these 4 years here.

who said life was easy ...

Positivity.

2009-12-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

Just reached home half an hour ago. Went out since 10:45AM in the morning. Guess where i went? Too bad, no matter how hard you try to guess, you won't get the exact answer. Ahaha alright. I went to accompany my Aunt to her place at Woodlands. She said the Aircon service man would come to repair the Aircons and that she's afraid to be there alone. So yea, what's wrong with helping her out? Alright. So from there it dragged on until arond 6:30PM in the evening. That was when we both were otw home alr. The bus took apporximately 1 hour to reach Bedok Interchange. As for her, it was near from there as she lives at Chai Chee with my Grandma for the time being. As for me, i still have to take the train home to Pasir Ris. Oh well.

I just downloaded this awesome game at my hp, Guitar Hero backstage Pass. Ahaha. Its seriously awesome! Kills time. And addictive. Alright guess that's it. Imma bathe now. See ya.

Im here without you, bby.

Turning 16.

2009-12-04T11:21:00.000+08:00

Hehs, yeaa i turned 16 ytd. Birthdays are nothing much, really. Ytd was just like any normal day. Played bball in the afternoon. And Thank You Xun Nian for spending the last hours of my birthday with me. Appreciate it alot, thank you friend. We went to play pool at East Coast at night. It was fun. He made my day. Thank you.

I still can't upload the pics i took at Malacca. And i dont know why. Gah well. Some other time thn. So yea, today watching movie with my bball friends. They wanted to celebrate my birthday as well so yea. Ahaha. Right. Ok thn, imma sign off now. See you guys around XD

lady, can you forgive me.

Im BACK!

2009-12-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

Yess im back! Ahaha overall thought of the so called "holiday"? It was FINE. I can't seem to upload the pics though. There's something wrong with Blogger. Pfftt. I'll post them some other time then. I had my hair trimmed! Like wth! Ahaha but i also dyed it too. Woo. I love the colour, i think? Ahaha alright. Imma off to update my FB now. Upload pics some toher time. XD

im starstruck.

bitter.

2009-11-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

" Its either you said i deserve better, or maybe you just wants your chance to get closer to her."

Yea, i've thought about it. Well, may you be blessed and may you lead a wonderful life. I have no right no more. Memories are bitter, as bitter as Beer. I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control. You may get rid of your memories with the stuff i got back. But memories are memories that are meant to be recalled from your heart. Someday, the pain you felt will come back again. As memories are always sealed. Letting go, is easy. Regrets, are tough.

I'll be heading off to Malacca tml morning. Will be back home on Tuesday, night probably. So yea, if you guys wanna ask me out or something, i ain't in Singapore yo. Alright this post may last you for 3 days. So long.

you deserve better,

sigh.

2009-11-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

"We're officially over. Goodbye, nice memories with you. Thanks for the love, thanks for cheating, thanks for hurting me badly. You're free. I hope you're happy."

Yeaa. That's a hint of what happened earlier today. That's not it yet. After the incident, i lost my wallet. Like i haven't lost enough already? God, its super depressing. 2 fucking things just spoils my day. Now how do you expect me to chill and relax? Clinging onto the gifts i got back doesn't make me feel better. This sucks. This just weakens me further. Why why why.

Fuck Life. Fuck Me.

Fuck You.

World AIDS Day!

2009-11-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

Every 24 hours, an estimated 6,800 people are infected with HIV (nearly 50 every minute!) and more than 1 million contract a sexually transmitted infection (STI). Currently, an estimated 33 million people are living with HIV, and in Sub-Saharan Africa—the region hit hardest by the pandemic—the majority of 15-24 year-olds living with HIV is female. The need for quality HIV, AIDS, and STI services is therefore more important than ever.

That's right ppl. Today we commemorate World AIDS Day. Stay away from these diseases and remember, Prevention is better than Cure.

Alright that's a bit of talk for the World AIDS Day. Haha. Today i went out with my sisters and aunt. Went to tamp and guess what? I got an early birthday present from my sister. Haha. I got a new pair of Vans shoes. Its nice and ofcourse, Thank You Sis. :D SO that's it. And my aunt says she owes me a present so yeaa haha. Let's see what i want next, maybe a new pair of Specs? Woah. ALright we'll see how. Right now, imma end my post for today. Imma play my poker online and watch America's Got Talent. ALright imma see you guys.

donate generously.

Happy 19th Birthday!

2009-11-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday Sis!

Hey, just wanna remind you that you've alr grown older now. So responsibilities grow bigger. Ahaha. Gah whatever, im just here to wish you a very wonderful Happy Birthday. May God bless you and may you live long. You've been a good Sister.

i love you, Sis.

Tongue Tied .

2009-11-20T10:33:00.000+08:00

Woah . This song is super nice . Ahaha check it out mans :D

if you're not the one .

2009-11-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

Im back . Check out the song, its nice . I don't know what's happening to me ? There is something missing but i can't figure it out . Regrets ? I don't know . Gah whatever. Bitch .

you seem to enjoy Life more,

boasted .

2009-11-11T15:21:00.000+08:00

Gah! Don't mind the pic, its Random . The shoes are nice though . So yea, me? Im leading a perfectly normal life now . Nothing much, just a bit of here and there . Super bored at home but i've got no choice, i need to stay at home and watch over my younger sis, and that'll earn me like 5 bucks per day. What a job, i know . But still, I've got money! Its been quite long since i skate though . I miss it . Hopefully i'll get to skate next week .

Alright if you readers have seen my tagboard. It has become place for like , debating ? I don't know . What do they gain by posting negative sentences or remarks to other ppl ? Seriously, i don't get it . Haha whatever mans . I don't fucking care . Ah bitches .

Right, imma off to slack now . Byebye suckers!

dormetti.

2009-11-05T11:49:00.000+08:00

The picture's Nice isn't it? Well, you may not understand the meaning but it means something real deep. Its alright, my life has been so dull nowadays and i don't know why. Im feeling so bored, so empty. There's nothing to do. Is this how im suppose to lead my life? I don't know, questions lingers around me.

L-I-F-E, a four-letter word that resembles yourself. Your LIFE, your CALL.

whatever,

bedazzled.

2009-11-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

Currently in the chalet sitting on a stool with the laptop in front of me. Haha i am soooo bored. Zzz. There's nothing to do here except swimming and listening to songs. Lucky there's some entertainment now. Haha.

OK i have nothing else to blog about. Sooo goodbye and will be updating tml, whn im home. Ok, goodnight.

imma chav.

Imma Chav.

2009-10-30T18:05:00.000+08:00

Beep beep beep.

Hahs, ignore that. Yea in awhile i'll be going for my religious class and after that off to my Aunt's chalet for two nights. And yes, i will receive my mum's phone, W910i (White) as my sister has just extended her contract and bought a Purple phone. So her LG secret phone goes to my mum and my mum's phone goes to me. Hahs, its ok la, i love Sony Ericsson. Besides, i don;t have to transfer items from memory card to memory card.

Can't wait for the chalet though, its been ages since i've spent time with my cousin, Naz Cine per boi? Haha. Hope to have lots of fun. Sad, i don't think i'll be able to bring my deck along, it'll be a burden. Besides, two days of no skating wouldn't kill me. Hahs. Speaking of skating, ytd was boomz!

Hahs, we went to Bishan the skatepark. It was my second time there and it was fun. I managed to drop in the higher vert and it was awesome, tired to boardslide at the railing but didnt manage to land. pfffttt. Whatever whatever la, there were some hilarious parts too. Haha Azli and Redza just starter learning dropping in. Mygod, they were so funny! Ask Syafiq if you don't believe me. No offense Azli, but your fall was really FUNNY. LOLs. Haha. Alright so i won;t be blogging for another two days la. Byebye.

come with me on my rollercoaster ride...

Goodbye.

2009-10-23T11:58:00.000+08:00

Its always sad to leave. If only miracles would happen, thn 4A2 would still be intact. I'll miss you guys, really. But no worries, i hope for you guys to succeed in life and strive for the very best. All the way my fellow classmates! Hahs, after seeing the class grad video, it really touches me inside out and now thn i realise that you guys were the ones responsible for who i am now. Thank you.

As for my two Best mates who had been there for me through my ups and downs, problems and difficulties. I hope we would still be there for each other no matter what would happen the following year, be it me leaving the school. I don't wanna ever forget you guys. Thank you, Nur Hamizah Bte Noorhaizat & Muhammad Sadiq B Sahid.

memories...

I'm GONE.

2009-10-18T13:27:00.001+08:00

i lied, i cheated, i've hurt you badly,
now im gone, will it make you happy?

No boundaries.

2009-10-17T09:58:00.001+08:00

08 August 2008 - 16 October 2009

1 Year, 2 Months, 1 week & 1 day.

i guess its over, you called it.

wee~

2009-10-12T09:58:00.002+08:00

Its GREEN!

Yes this was one of the pics taken ytd. Went to two open houses yet returned home late. The first house was Nasuha's past best friend. They chatted for awhile until 530pm and we're off to Azli's house. Stayed there until 8pm i think? Haha, ok. Thn sent Nas off home but instead, we slacked around her area there until 915pm i think? Haha alright. And im off home.

keep holding on...

you belong with me,

2009-10-10T14:57:00.002+08:00

yea, ytd was quite enjoyable. Very, i mean. haha. went out raya with the MOMOs except for Haziq y, and additional 2 persons - Siti Nasuha and Mariana. Haha so altogether there were 10 people. woah, haha.

pictures are with Nasuha as she brought along her DSLR? Haha. Reached home at around 12:10am ytd. and yes, ytd was my last Nlevels paper! wee~ that also means i won't be attending sch no more! woo! haha. GREAT.

that's right bby, you belong with me.

fireflies.

2009-10-04T10:47:00.002+08:00

woohoo! ytd has been a really tiring day for me. went out for raya with family. i think we went to 6 houses in total being Nasuha's house the last. Hee~ Don't ask me why ok? It was so awkward!

Fine put that aside. Changed to a new blogskin. Howhowhow? Comment on tagboard please. Haha. Okla, gotta prepare now. Going out again. Byebye.

you would not believe yr eyes, with ten million fireflies,

breakeven.

2009-09-30T22:26:00.003+08:00

yea this week, im just skating and skating. that's what i have been doing. Skate in the afternoon, and off to night class around 6pm. how's life? dull, i know.

if you had good times even when we're on bad terms, then maybe i had them too?

Sepi.

2009-09-27T20:40:00.002+08:00

What's been going on with my life lately? Let me tell you, for the past few days its just me. There's no Nasuha in me. We haven't been contacting, and the reason? I don't know. Pathetic ain't it? Could anyone please just tell me what to do? Why has it always been like this? What's wrong this time? What have i done? What's bothering me? What the FUCK is wrong with me? Anyone, just someone please fucking tell me in the face just what the fuck is wrong with me. Im begging anyone out there. This pisses me off, real bad. It gets me real moody.

why does love still lingers around me?

2009-09-20T21:18:00.006+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!

Hahs, the pic was actually last year's so don't mind it that much. I didn't manage to snap a pic today so yea. Ok, today was the official Hari Raya! Yaye! Haha. Went to two houses. Both my grandmums. :)

And i just reached home, around 9pm. Counted my collections and guess what? I got slightly a little more compared to last year. Heehee! Well, that's it.

As for bby, im so sorry for her. Maybe tml will be much better for you ok? I love you. :)

Raya mau datang la sey!

2009-09-18T23:27:00.003+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday to Siti Nasuha Bte Ramlee!

Yes, i know im slow but ytd i was out with her so i had no time to blog. So here i am wishing my bby a Happy Birthday. May you stay as wonderful as you are now and may we hold on together.

i love you, bby.

Sepasang Kurung Biru.

2009-09-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

Yessa! Finally, blogger's back to its original state, i think? Although i still can't upload pics. Its ok though.

The festive Hari Raya will be arriving soon. And yes, let's just say its exciting. Ohh ohh! And her birthday is tml! Haha! Great, missing her so much.

Ok, went to Edruce's house awhile just now to assist him with his "Hari Raya preparations". Hahaha!

Okla, im tired. Goodnight.

love is ME and YOU;

Hatin' on the club.

2009-09-08T16:58:00.000+08:00

Yeayea! Its been quite some time since i bloggedddd. Nevermind.

N'levels are up and i have to admit it, its tough. Mother tongues Paper 1 was quite complicated i can say but Paper 2 was OK. but i won't be too confident again. I may fail i don't know. And yes, Mother Tongue Listening Compre and Social Studies was today. For the Listening Compre, its real tough. I was like playing a guessing game la, wahlao! Ok nvmind. Social Studies! Ohhohh! I did not even study please, i was like ohno, dead meat for sure. But overall i think i did ok, if i fail also, i think i would fail around 20+/50. So yea, that was today.

As for ytd, it was GOOD, :D

paham-paham kan ajer la eh Siti Nasuha Binte Ramlee, hehs.

De da.

2009-08-29T12:59:00.000+08:00

Ytd was fun, hilarious and creepy.

Three words to describe ytd's outing. :)

SO yea, met Nas at 530pm at White Sands as she had her CIP earlier that day. Head off to Marina Square and yes, we had some trouble getting there, for me, i really don't know town area and as for HER, i thought she knew but then she got confused too, *ahem*. hahahaha! ok found Marina Square and met Asri, Azifah and Nurul at LJS. By the time we bought our meals, it was alr time to break our Fast. And yes, eating LJS was not that bad either, until this guy with a long AFRO hair came and started making a nuisance of himself in the restaurant. -..- Oh well, kate budak-budak zaman sekarang kan. haha!

Ok after filling our stomachs, we headed off to the Esplanade to watch the 2009 Baybeats! yea i admit, local music isn't that bad after all. They're nice and i feel that im starting to like local music. :D Watched for about half an hour and then we're off back to Pasir Ris, where we planned to go to Pasir Ris Park, The Swamp.

Reached the entrance around 9+ im not sure. Then Hazwan came and we're off into the Swamp. Lucky Asri was there, he's our guardian i guess, haha! Went out of the Swamp safely and lepaks at the big-rock where i called it batu-batan. Slacked there until 11 i think? and we went off. We planned to go into the swamp again and out to the interchange but after reaching the entrance, Nas had a bad feeling and of course, we didn't go in. We walked the long way instead, but its better to be safe than sorry. Hah, oh well!

Bid goodbye to Nas, Asri and Azifah as they were taking different buses from me and Hazwan. So yea, basically ytd was OKOK to me. Thank You guys :)

-Dan-

FASTING MONTH.

2009-08-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

SAHUR! SAHUR! SAHUR!

haha yea that's right. the Fasting month is here and I'm feeling... GOOD. well, maybe not that good, hahs, you know why. Nasuha la of course, i don't think we would be spending alot of time together for 1 month. There are some rules and regulations to follow, hehs.

no worries bby, it'll all pass by very soon,
iloveyou.